My friend Cori Kesler wrote me a few days before I made this recording for her, and I’m really sorry that I got so far behind in posting these daily Kaddishim that I’m only now sharing it with her almost a month later.
This is a story about friends, moms, daughters, sisters sharing life and death stories. Cori wrote:
I’m in Columbia Falls (near Kalispel). Weeks ago I made plans to come help my friend out after her surgery and then this tragic death happened.
Lily’s older sister who is about 12 wrote the following poem for her baby sister:
WE WILL ALWAYS HOLD YOU CLOSE
Lillybel, Lillybel
My oh so sweet baby
Our beautiful LillybelCome to us in our darkest
hour.
We showered you in love
For 13 days I held you
close.
Our sweet LillybelThe more we cry
The more we love
It was and is all
for you.Lillybel, Lillybel
My oh so sweet Lillybel
Our beautiful baby girlEven if you cried
at night
Even if you need us
now
We are here for you
And you are up high for
UsI’ll pick a star up
in the sky
Just for you
And think of you all day.Lillybel, Lillybel
My oh so sweet Lillybel
Our beautiful baby girlYou knew no cruelty
You only knew love
We shielded you from
loss
Just to save ourselvesNow we are hugging, kissing,
loving
waiting… waiting for
you to show yourself to
us againLillybel, Lillybel
My oh so sweet baby girl
Our Beautiful LillybelOur one and only
Baby
LillybelIn loving memory of Lillian Isabel Nelson
I dedicate this poem to youYour always loving Big Sister