{"id":4080,"date":"2011-09-25T23:06:33","date_gmt":"2011-09-26T06:06:33","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/216.92.17.21\/?p=4080"},"modified":"2011-09-25T23:06:33","modified_gmt":"2011-09-26T06:06:33","slug":"daily-kaddish-stumbling","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/beitmalkhut.org\/?p=4080","title":{"rendered":"daily kaddish: stumbling"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>[powerpress]<\/p>\n<p>After several days at Big Sur, I arrived home happy but exhausted. I&#8217;ve been losing a fight with a sinus infection, so after unloading gear, loading camping pots into the dishwasher, and starting a bunch of loads of laundry, I collapsed in a heap and napped for an hour and a half. I woke up after that with barely enough energy to eat dinner and watch the beginning of a movie, but I managed to force myself to fold the laundry to the end of the movie, and then I tackled a two-month backlog of ironing.<\/p>\n<p>Now I&#8217;m ready for bed, but first I have a kaddish to make. So I fire up Amadeus Pro, open the kaddish text document (you&#8217;d think by now I&#8217;d have it memorized, but no\u2014I don&#8217;t), and do as basic a reading as you can imagine.\u00a0Except it doesn&#8217;t turn out that way. I get to a point where I often stumble, and this time I stumbled and tumbled and got so tangled up I had to back up to the top of the section and try again.<\/p>\n<p>The &#8220;only one take, no matter what&#8221; rule is bad enough on horn, where I have to let go of clams and splatters, but when I&#8217;m taking a huge shortcut and just reading it, and I &lt;i&gt;still&lt;\/i&gt; want to start over again?<\/p>\n<p>Oy.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>The &#8220;only one take, no matter what&#8221; rule is bad enough on horn, where I have to let go of clams and splatters, but when I&#8217;m taking a huge shortcut and just reading it, and I still want to start over again? Oy. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[216,253],"tags":[890,889,344],"class_list":["post-4080","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-kaddish-in-two-part-harmony","category-podcasts","tag-exhausted","tag-sinus-infection","tag-text"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/beitmalkhut.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4080","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/beitmalkhut.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/beitmalkhut.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/beitmalkhut.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/beitmalkhut.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4080"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/beitmalkhut.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4080\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4081,"href":"https:\/\/beitmalkhut.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4080\/revisions\/4081"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/beitmalkhut.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4080"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/beitmalkhut.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4080"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/beitmalkhut.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4080"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}