{"id":2828,"date":"2011-04-12T21:03:57","date_gmt":"2011-04-13T04:03:57","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/216.92.17.21\/?p=2828"},"modified":"2011-04-12T21:06:29","modified_gmt":"2011-04-13T04:06:29","slug":"daily-kaddish-abraham-sarah","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/beitmalkhut.org\/?p=2828","title":{"rendered":"daily kaddish: for abraham &#038; sarah"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>[powerpress]<\/p>\n<p>I set out to play a Kaddish for <a title=\"abraham, sarah, and hagar,  a kaddish for patterns worth shattering\" href=\"https:\/\/beitmalkhut.org\/?p=2814\" target=\"_blank\">Abraham and Sarah and all their dreadful mistakes<\/a>.\u00a0What a weird experience.<\/p>\n<p>Sometimes the musician knows what she&#8217;s doing.\u00a0Sometimes the Kaddish does.<\/p>\n<p>I felt sure and passionate on my phrasing, but I kept hitting wrong notes, in all the worst places\u2014even as I felt sure-footed in where I was going. I couldn&#8217;t figure out what my problem was. I had clear intentions, I was breathing well, and my chops felt great. Why was I making so many mistakes?<\/p>\n<p>I figured it out when I was bouncing the file to disk and typing its name\u2014which I also got wrong, writing yesterday&#8217;s date instead of today&#8217;s. I didn&#8217;t notice that while I was doing it, though. I noticed that just now, while uploading it to the server.<\/p>\n<p>A Kaddish for Abraham and Sarah.<\/p>\n<p>And their mistakes.<\/p>\n<p>Oh.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>A Kaddish for Abraham and Sarah. And their mistakes. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[216,253],"tags":[43,46,355,360,356,359,354],"class_list":["post-2828","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-kaddish-in-two-part-harmony","category-podcasts","tag-abraham","tag-akedah","tag-hagar","tag-isaac","tag-ishmael","tag-lech-lecha","tag-sarah"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/beitmalkhut.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2828","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/beitmalkhut.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/beitmalkhut.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/beitmalkhut.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/beitmalkhut.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=2828"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/beitmalkhut.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2828\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2830,"href":"https:\/\/beitmalkhut.org\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2828\/revisions\/2830"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/beitmalkhut.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=2828"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/beitmalkhut.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=2828"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/beitmalkhut.org\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=2828"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}